L is for LOSER

Sadly, 16 lessons wasn’t enough. And yes, I failed TP, gonna be branded a L-oser again. You wouldn’t want to know what many points I garnered.  Now I would have to re-learn my parking all over again. This time without poles.

Mum even said: “We didn’t expect you to pass on your first try. ” ):

I think all curbs in Singapore should be banished! Dammit.

16 lessons

Finally, its 8 Feb 2010.

My TP’s at 3.45pm and I have a last lesson at 1.45pm.

I took my BTT on the 4June 2009, can’t remember when I took FTT and started my first lesson on the 23 October 2009. I’ve had a total of 16 lessons (including the one I’m taking later).

I may not be 100% prepared, but I really need to pass this. I just have to FOCUS.

Partners for life

I’m glad NAPFA’s over- specifically the dreaded standing broad jump. I’ve never done well in that station before. Nonetheless, I guess I did alright ((:

Yesterday was the first time I went back to school in over 2 months, I must say, enjoyed my time in school. I felt like a student again, meeting my ex club-members, walking the same path I used to take when I walked to the clubroom or to the stadium.

And I met Joanne! ((: HI JOANNE, I MISS U.

My first partner for relay duathlon k2. Remember the time when we saw the ‘croc’ at Macritchie? Not to forget Yanli and Patricia. I miss training with u guys whether land or water. You guys really gave me the strength to push on. I enjoyed my time in SPCT, but nothing beats the time spent with you guys.

Yanli & Joanne: You two were practically like my boyfriends, I’ve never spent so much time with someone. Being together on land wasn’t enough. We also had to be together on water and in the water (when we capsize)! You guys played a major part in my poly life. Training hard & sacrificing my body to bring home a medal, it was totally worth it.  I <3 u all! MWAHS.

Sadly, I had to concentrate on another sport.It’s not that I dislike wakeboarding. In fact, I enjoyed it a lot. I brought up the club, to what it is now.

Coming to that topic, I would like to say that I’m really proud of you Donavan. I’ve seen what you have done from the club. Yes, I know you feel demoralised when members leave the club, when you tried your best to pull people in for land training and only a handful of them turned up. You know, I’ve been through all those(maybe worse). I was really alone, no seniors(but they were a great bunch of guys) to help me as they had graduated.  All those crap that people throw at you, you just have to take it, and learn from it. But of course, those who are just being unreasonable, forget about it. Take it as part of your learning journey.

Being a president of a club ain’t easy. Being a female president in a sports club makes it harder. With guys and others your own age undermining your capabilities. However, at the end, I must say that I feel rather proud of myself. Being able to push for subsidies from none and also for new equipment.

As for the handing down of post, I would still like you to continue for a second year. But if you really insist, I trust your judgment. I’ve seen the juniors, and I think you have a batch that respects you.  But remember this, do what is best for the club, not yourself.

(: :)

No Kidding, I looked like that at work after I settled resources ((:

I had to:

  1. Write summaries for 100 books (mind you, they weren’t novels. They were books on Southeast Asia, Nationalism and Globalisation and so on. )
  2. Organise publications from the different organisations
  3. Keep track of the multimedia resources
  4. Stock take for publications and books

Yayyy!

And I’m going back to school tomorrow (finally!) after 2 months of internship for NAPFA. I’m dreading the standing broad jump though .

Best of luck to myself! ((:

:P

Joy’s last day @ OPSG

Last Friday was possibly the most enjoyable Friday cos we (Syawal and I) planned a mini birthday celebration for Joy.  ((:

Well, it wasn’t really a party, it was just a mini celebration for Joy as it was her last day @ OPSG and her birthday on Monday (Which is tomorrow).

Resources are supposed to be settled last Friday and I haven’t completed them! I’ve finished writing summaries for 18 out of 20 books that I brought home for the weekend. Another 2 books ): And I’m not done sorting out the different publications.

Time to face the music tomorrow ):

Oh well, peektures here.

Happy 21st Birthday Joy !

I have a f-ked up life.

The need to increase productivity

 

I really think all companies or organisations should get such ‘productivity-enhancing chairs’ for their staff. I’m a good example. (:

Because my chair’s able to recline, I lie back occasionally, and it doesn’t help that I’ve got a really cosy seat at the corner of the office with the high panels shielding me from the prying eyes of my supervisor. 

I’m feeling really restless, which explains this update while I’m at work. Another 1 hrs till end of work and I have only completed 1 summary.  I can’t even remember what I did today.

Guess the PM is right. We have to increase our productivity. I have to increase my productivity else my job will be taken up by foreign workers. Now don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against them. It’s just that if there are too many of them,  it will not be Singapore anymore. I know, living in Singapore means that we have to live and work harmoniously with people of other races, religion and nationality- but that’s a different story altogether.

Time’s ticking and I have to settle resources by tomorrow.  Back to work!

I can’t seem to upload a new custom header. ):

The kindness movement

Just this morning I snapped at a SMRT personnel for checking my ezlink card because it was the second time he checked my card.

“Excuse me Miss, may I see your card?”

Taking out my card grudgingly, I retorted “You’ve checked my card before”

He then checked, said a simple apology and I was off.

I was guilt-striken after I heard him apologise. With his grey hair and ready smile, he seemed like a kindly man. He was just doing his job, and in a really polite manner. He didn’t even need to say sorry. I wanted to say sorry but pride got into my way.

Why did I treat someone that way? Why was I so angsty? Couldn’t I be a lil more patient?  I’m kinda hoping he’ll ask to check my card again so I can take the opportunity to apologise for being so rude, but I guess he wouldn’t ask me for my card again.

Note to self: Be kind to others.

I’ll be back!

I haven’t been updating in quite awhile. Been really busy with work recently. Figure it’ll last till end of this month. I will be back blogging again after this month I guess
:P